How do I say goodbye to the most important person in my life?
Norma and I were married for the best 32 years of my life.
Besides being my wife she was my very best friend. We shared everything together, especially laughter on a daily basis, because it was my pleasure to see her smile every single day, and I accomplished that feat. Our love was unbelievable.
When I tell people how we never went to sleep without expressing our love for each other always ending in "I love you more." Followed with a kiss.
Even when we were apart we made sure we spoke and conveyed our love.
She was the bravest person I've ever known. When she was diagnosed with AML Leukemia seven months ago, she never complained "why me". She knew at the outset, what her life expectancy was and lived her life with no crying and thank goodness, no pain.
My best friend and the biggest part of my life is gone.
I ask myself, how will I live without her, without her lying next to me, feeling her warmth against my body.
I remember all the great times we had together, all the fun things we did with our many wonderful friends, the cruises, fishing in Canada, trips to Las Vegas and the Ozarks, the time we spent on the Hawaiian cruise that had no casino, our Wednesday night dinner group and our football buddies. Those memories will stay with me forever.
Whenever we attended a wedding I would always wish the bride and groom that they would have the marriage that we have.
All of our good times I hope will overshadow the constant tears flowing from my body.
At one time or another we all lose a loved one and eventually, in time, it gets easier.
I'm sure it will for me too but dammit, it's hard to say goodbye.
Be at peace my love and thank you for the greatest 32 years of my life, our extended family and going from Shapiro to Shapiro.