I feel like saying, "How the Hell do you think I'm feeling?" But, I don't, I know that the person asking the question is genuinely interested in my well being,
I'm actually feeling pretty shitty, I miss my honey more than anyone can imagine.
Everyone keeps telling me, it's normal to feel that way but it will get better. It's also OK to cry, there's nothing to be ashamed or embarrassed about. I know all that, I'm old, not stupid.
There are a couple of things that help, ie; watching sporting events where I get totally engrossed in the game. I still watch all of the Royals games and now the Chiefs and soon, KU basketball. The other thing that helps a lot is working. Going to work everyday and being around all the sales people including management that treat me like royalty. They can't do enough for me. What a great bunch of people.
The toughest as you can imagine is going home to an empty apartment. My support group of friends and family have been wonderful. I only wish I could find a pill that would allow me to sleep a full night.
I apologize if this sounds like too much "whoa is me" or looking for sympathy but its how I feel and I guess by getting it off my chest I will feel better, if I do, I'll let you know.
One way to make feel better is to come into Hendrick Toyota and buy a car from ME.
To many of my friends, I wish you all a Happy New Year.
